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A creative
manner of perceiving reality is beneficial for individuals who posses
it, because it makes their life more pleasant. In addition, it serves
as an example to those around the person and helps to positively
affect his environment. Eduardo Santana definitely has a creative
way of perceiving reality.
When a person is eager to succeed and has a genuine passion for
something, any obstacle is surmountable. Eduardo Santana, a man
of Venezuelan descent who lives in Oklahoma, is an artist who overcomes
obstacles on a daily basis.
It was 8:00 pm when Eduardo and I started talking. Eduardo likes
to develop his photographs at this hour because during the day he
is busy taking pictures and looking for venues to sell them on the
Internet. Our chat took place in his dimly-lit dark room. Latin
music played in the background and I could smell the characteristic
vinegar-like odor of photo processing chemicals.
Eduardo adapted the equipment in his dark room to suit his needs:
the trays, amplifier and the shelves are easy for him to use. It
took Eduardo two years to build his accessible dark room.
AH: Why did you choose to be a photographer?
ES: I was in an auto accident when I was seven years old and ever
since then I’ve been a wheelchair user. As a teen I was not
able to do much physically so I became interested in reading illustrated
books. I tried to be a writer, and I was pretty good at it. I had
a few poems and short stories published in the local papers.
Then I became interested in drawing and painting. I began to observe
the objects around me in great detail. However, I became frustrated
by my lack of ability to make accurate representations of the objects
that called my attention. That’s when I decided to learn photography.
I enrolled in photography classes. As a photography student I learned
basic technique, and have since been perfecting my practice with
experience.
AH: What challenges or barriers have you encountered in the quest
to do photography?
ES: Well, there have been many. In addition to the limitations that
any photographer has, I am not able to move quickly and easily to
get a shot. But, in general, I’ve managed to resolve all the
problems one way or another, depending on the object, place or situation
shooting. In addition, technology is advancing. Now even if I can’t
get somewhere because it is not accessible, I can use a zoom lens
to get up close. Right now digital photography is trendy, but I
tend toward the traditional techniques of black and white photography.
I think challenges are whatever the individual invents. My wife,
for example, always says: "a problem without a solution is
not a problem at all." Creativity in problem solving and a
positive attitude can help one overcome any obstacle.
AH: Why did you come here from Venezuela?
ES: My parents thought they might find a special treatment for me
here, so they came and decided to stay. We arrived 20 years ago.
I met my wife here, with whom I have two children, Eliana and Darío.
I’ve gone back to Venezuela a few times but the situation
is more and more difficult because there really aren’t accommodations
in Venezuela for people who have physical limitations. Here, you
know, the problems are of another nature. In general the services,
laws and facilities for people with disabilities in the United States,
are good. What I don’t think the United States can overcome
is its political scandals, but we’re not here to talk about
that today, right?
AH: No, no politics today. Your photography doesn’t appear
commercial. Instead it is filled with unrecognizable forms, with
a detail or two about some object but not the whole thing. You also
don’t do photograph of people. Why not?
ES: Well, about two years ago I began having a curious feeling.
I would start to feel like I was not being true to myself if I took
photos of something conventional. I guess I felt reality diminished
whatever dimension I wanted to capture on the photo paper. At the
same time I also began to feel uncomfortable taking photographs
of people. The photos I take of people don’t satisfy me or
the person I am photographing. People think they are thinner, or
more beautiful or younger than they appear, and usually they’re
not. They just don’t like to see the truth. I’ll never
forget one man who I photographed. When he looked at the photo I
took he said he thought I made him look like the devil. I told him
that cameras take pictures, they don’t make miracles. (laughs)
AH: Is this the reason why your photos are like abstract paintings?
ES: Yes, exactly. I like abstraction because it is a reality created
by my camera, my eye, my brain. It’s a little part of the
inside of me. I don’t want to take a picture of a conventional
landscape. What for? I came to the conclusion that in the souvenir
store they sell pretty postcards, and they’re cheaper than
those that I would take.
AH: Are you always happy with your photographs?
ES: Well, happy with the photos, no, but with the act of taking
them, yes. It helps me survive. I sell my photos out of state or
to collectors here. It’s also helped me meet nice people like
you (laughs) and to meet lots of great people and places. In two
days I’m going to Montreal. I can’t complain about my
luck. It could have been worse. Really, I’m happy.
AH: Have you been discriminated against because of your disability?
ES: Maybe so, but I’ve never realized it. I think the worst
kind of disability is a disability of the spirit, of feelings, of
a lack of sensitivity, talent, etc. I don’t suffer from any
of these problems, so therefore, I don’t think anyone should
discriminate against me. Also, thank God I don’t have to depend
on anyone but me and my cameras.
AH: So then you live off your art?
ES: No, it’s actually the opposite. My art lives off me, or,
better said, in me. But if you refer to if I profit from my photographs,
the answer is yes. Some seasons are better than others. There are
exhibit opportunities too. It’s like everything in life, the
sales of my work has highs and lows. It’s not easy to survive
doing photography, but little by little you go building your reputation,
making a name for yourself. I’ve been doing photography for
15 years and it seems I’m just a beginner.
AH: What advice would you give to other people who possess a physical
limitation?
ES: I would tell them the only disability is that of the spirit.
Each person has the power to control what’s inside them.
Mr. Eduardo Santana bid me goodnight with a hug. I promised to come
back to learn technique about how to take and develop photos.
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